"And now, you've done the same to your Aunt Jennifer and I was forced to have sex with my sister. Did you ever stop and think about how that would eff...ct me, Emily? Did you?" Daddy, why are you so upset? I gave myself the formula. I knew what could happen. I expected it to happen." Fine. And Jennifer? Did you ask her what she wanted?" No, but..." No. There is no but, Emily. You're right. You made the choice when you did it to yourself and even though you're not eighteen, I trust your judgment.. Unhone bola ye galat hai, main tumse bohot badi hun age mein.Maine haath choda, sorry bola and kaha mujhe maaf kardo par main aapko bohot chahta hun and itna kehke maine emotional face bana liya. Aunty ne thodi smile di, aur meri taraf tirchi nazron se dekhte huye pucha “Kitna.”Doston, yahi mauka tha, main samajh gaya ke loha garam hai aur aunty sab jaanti hai. Maine unka haath kaske pakda aur apne fadakte lund pe rakh diya aur kaha “Itna”.Aunty hadbada gayi aur apna haath hata liya, jispe. Im amazed I can remember it so well, because I was quite hard to see them through the blur. Three months later it was the beginning of summer. I had adapted to my new life with a vigor I hadnt known was in me. Lester showed me how to take care of the animals and maintain the machinery that the migrant workers would use to pick the fruit during harvest. There was no school to speak of around, but Janice had a bunch of old readers and books that she left laying around for me, and since there was. Summer arrived and the first bloom of my flowerbeds caused another change in my husband. For the first time in the five years since we had lived in the house I did not have to beg Matt to go out and "please cut the grass." Every Saturday and Sunday Matt would be out in the yard weeding the flowerbeds, cutting grass, trimming bushes and hedges and spraying fertilizers and insecticides. I'm sure that the fact that Angela sunbathed in a string bikini every day the sun shone had a lot to do with.