I had put my assassin’s bow together earlier and slowed the drama to look at the rocks closely. At the base of the rocks were the bleached bones of ...nimals.When the creature came out it was large. It had six legs and two pincher like arms. It held a wicked looking tail up behind it that looked sharp and pointed. It danced back and forth and chattered while the drama hissed angrily. I pulled the bow back and aimed carefully before releasing. The scream it made when the arrow struck was high. "I sensed, however, that she was very relieved that we didn't have to have sexual intercourse. The episode had no negative effects on our marriage.The next few years saw much of the same pattern continuing. I started a collection of s&m toys, which included nipple clamps, seven gates of hell, a small cat o'nine tails, a riding crop. The scenerio every time when I brought these home were always the same."What in the world is this?!" Maxine would look at the item like it was a dead rat,. He not only knows in advance he's going to die a horrible death and be betrayed by one of his most trusted friends, but he's so busy thinking of what it will mean to each of his followers he can't even grieve privately. He can't simply take the easy way out, say leave town or swallow hemlock. Instead he believes it's his obligation to suffer a horrid death mounted on a cross as dozens of people watch him suffer an agonizing death and cheer about it."Now, picture how much worse than that it was.. A pair of black flat-heeled shoes and black tightscompleted the outfit. She handed me a small black purse into which Iput my wallet and keys. And we were off to Kim's salon. I was verynervous stepping out of the front door, but no one seemed to take anynotice of me.We arrived a Kim's salon and parked in back. Kim was already there andhad set some things up.I was told to strip to my undies and was given a silk robe and sat intoa salon chair."Well, Rikki Lee, how far do we want to go?"I.