It was a fitting gesture, for I was most certainly the tool of Satan. I’d been a fool. I’d been lulled to complacency by the unassailable knowledg... that I was doing God’s will, not once questioning if I was telling myself a lie, not once stepping back to realize the thread I was following formed a spider’s web. And now, I’d fulfilled his purpose. The same patterns that had glowed from Lucilla, now glowed from the melted surfaces of Drastin. A cruel punchline for this drawn-out joke. She’s. I am a just above average man in personality but my attention giving attitude scores me with women. I tried online sites mostly so that I meet strangers only, just so that I can keep my secrets away. Over here I came across Rajjo. She was a 34 a housewife who got married at 18 never seen much of the world and after the sickening routine life of family and ignorance by husband had come online seeking a like mind.We chatted a lot, the talked on phone she liked me and I liked her and we decided to. It was alot for me to take in, a few days ago I was masturbating about this girl and now she was asking me if I wanted to have sex with her on our first date."Well, do you? It's okay if you don't" she reassured me."I do, I really want to" I said with honesty, although my terrified voice didn't project that.She pulled down my trousers and we helped each other undress, only leaving our underwear on. her amazing body had me in awe. I kissed her alot, her neck, and around her chest. I removed her. He could havefolded and probably let either of the boys lose, but he had always livedlife by recognizing the moment and seizing it in the same breath. No waywas he going to let Ron take out one of his guys.Besides, if Ron were going after Jamal and Andy he knew that theywouldn't be able to keep up with his larger pot. Ron wouldn't need agood hand to force them to fold, and he'd never expect Nate to join inwith his own large pot since the goal of the game was to simply not lose.There was no.