Then I noticed my own nakedness. Her beauty now was no longer the ethereal form of the hospital, but a solid, sensuous reality. I felt powerful stirri...gs in my groin and a desire for her beyond anything that I had known with other women. I looked around for a bed of some other convenient place to lay her. There appeared to be nowhere. We seemed suspended in space. “Where can we do…?” “Yes, I thought that was coming. My dearest love, here there is no up or down, no sideways, only ‘Is.’ “What. Par mujhe ye sab pata tha ki wo jhut bol rahi hai..tabhi maine baat jad se pata lagayi to usne mujhe bataya ki kal raay uske piyak chacha ne kaise use choda aur jab main ye sab sun kar hiaran ho gaya to usne mujhe apni sari kahani batiyi aur ye kahani kuch is prakar hai.. Baat un dino ki hai jab wo apni 10 wi parikhcha likhne apne chacha ke ghar ayi hui thi kyunki chachi ka swargwas ho gaya tha aur uske chacha ka uske ghar walon par kaphi paise ka rin hone ke karan uske ghar walon ne bhi use. Whatever we needed to do, we would do for the Fatherland.Victor and I had cycled in and out of each other’s lives until we graduated. We didn’t love each other, at first. Arranged marriages were more accepted in our country and I did grow to ‘love’ him over time.My handler, Boris, told me early on, “Despite being a pair, a team, even in love, even in marriage, somebody has to be in charge. That ‘somebody’ is you.”Women are more focused than men.Tonight, I was going to find my new ‘mark’ and. On the other, she's a ghost. I wasn't scared of being possessed or some sort of poltergeist thing going on. But still, why was she still here? I really don't know too much about spirits and whatnot but aren't they supposed to pass on or something? Was she haunting the place? Miss Burrow said the dormitory had caught fire but did someone do it on purpose to kill her?That thought passed my mind as quickly as it entered. Among other things, Miss Burrow had mentioned she didn't get out much. I.