And soothing. The light is very soothing. All of the pain inside of me is starting to disappear. I can’t even remember why it was that I wanted to j...mp off the bridge.And I’m getting horny– really horny. I’m not just thinking about pricks sliding into my cunt or ass or mouth, I am actually hungry for them.I hope Mr. Alien really does edit this. My thoughts are getting a little X-rated as things progress and I get more horny. I don’t know if I’ve ever really been horny before. Oh, I wanted sex. I would give almost anything to feel the first push under my bones. Almost anything to hear him whisper ‘honeypie’, or ‘dollface’, or the one who called me ‘sugar’, and especially the one who simply said my name as if it were more holy than God. When I see the young ones, with the sweat from the plastic cups of their iced lattes dripping onto their crossed tanned legs, I feel him pushing my thong down my hips. I feel the elastic peeling down my ass crack, I feel the fabric slide down my knees. The church wouldn't be able to pay her.Salina: I'll figure something out. Thank you.A few minutes later Lucille spoke with Michael.Lucille: Mike I'm sorry we are shutting down this operation. I'm sorry but I'm going to be out of work in a couple of weeks myself. If you need a reference of any kind let me know.Mike: I'm thinking about trying my hand as a researcher. Can I count on you for a good reference?Lucille: Absolutely.Mike: Where is May?Lucille: She is taking a few days off then she is. As I scrolled I came to an ad that caught my eye it readdominant female wanted mechanical knowledge is a must xXxseeking an outgoing female (straight) interested in trying something new, must love the feel of power between her legs and be willing to experience pleasure for hours..I at this point am feeling as though this man is speaking directly to me, I have always enjoyed making my own toys and modifying machines of all types for sexual release and reliable pleasure, I responded to the ad and.