This was the ultimate boundary for me to cross. I was taken by the whirlwind of thought, “Can I think of it?, Should I think of it”. My mind and h...ard were not on one page. Some part of me wanted to see Saima get fucked by all these men. Some part of me was very protective and wanted to keep some semblance of sacredness. But for me sacredness definition had gone into doubt. Then luckily I got an Idea which was in the middle ground of the two extremes.“No…. but you can watch!”Saima was confused. I was jealous whenever they went for a break and talked to each other. In short, Madhan was not paying any attention to me. I heard the rumor that Madhan was fucking Sonali.I was angry with both. But I wanted to confirm either from Sonali or Madhan. I asked Sonali, but she smiled and didn’t respond. I was curious to know if it’s a rumor or real news. Luckily on the weekend, Swapnil came to our flat to meet Mukesh. Swapnil was not happy.I asked him about Sonali. He told me, “Sonali, that fucking. She had never "submitted" to a person, since she had never found the right person to trust. She also believed she had always been submissive but just didn't know how to act on it. Ellen also went into the fact that while she was submissive in certain areas, growing up with three older brothers would have been the kiss of death if she had not asserted herself when needed.She wanted to know what was involved in the whole thing, saying that I was the first person to actually talk to her about it. Tears came pouring down my eyes like a stream of sorrow. I kept pleasing and pleading for him to wake the hell up still there was nothing. Shadow came sprinting towards us as I tried to carry Yamani’s body in the house but he felt like he weighed a ton. “Please Shadow please I’ll do anything just…just leave him alone I’ll do anything just tell me what you want me to do”, I pleaded; though pleading wasn’t something big I was on but I had to he was going to kill his own brother if I didn’t do or.