“Wow look at you Monty, you look so pretty” my mom said, “is that Monty, he look so cute and more girly with makeup on” my Aunt Alice said, th...n I looked at myself in the mirror and I couldn’t believe what I was see as I thought (is that me, wow I look so good, I bet I could turn guys heads if I wear makeup a dressed like girl) foursome reason my cock started to harden when I thought that “wow I look like a girl with makeup on, ok thanks mom I going back to play the game with dad and Uncle. I go to my bedroom and strip, standing before the large mirror in just my lingerie. I watch as my hands slowly wander over my body, I'm imagining that every caress is you, that it is your warm hands exploring my body. You behind me, pressing up against me, your warm breath that I can feel against my neck. With my lingerie removed and my body begging for more I lay down on the bed. My pussy aches so very deeply. I slide my fingers down my neck and my body trembles with every gentle caress. I. I knew I would enjoy it. It was sex. It would be good but I couldn't just fuck her against her will.I had thought about fucking Allison too. I was going to further punish her by fucking her ass but as much as I hated her and thought she deserved further punishment, I couldn't do that either.I returned home. I quietly cried on my bed. I had power in my life now. I was always the powerless before. I deserved to take from whoever I wanted and do whatever I wanted, but my conscience wouldn't let me. “All you guys can come along, but if you decide not to go, then you can have a job next year when I come back ... if I come back, and if I have work for you. If I decide to stay up there, I’ll help you out some if you come along, or pay your fare back here; your choice.” Actually, the turnover on the boat was pretty steady. I was the senior member, and I’d only been aboard for four seasons. At least a dozen other guys had come and gone during that time.The news made my heart pound. I’d been.