" he looked out the window at the horses. Watching them, he continued his story. "She wanted babies, and I agreed to put my selfishness aside. We trie... for months to get her pregnant. When she came to me and announced she finally was, I was happy. I thought that maybe I was wrong about having kids." His voiced faded. Bringing eyes back to mine, I saw they were doing their best to hold back the tears. "She died in childbirth." he picked up his coffee and took a long drink. Staring into it, he. Personally I didn’t see any other guys back then. I was only hot for my brother. Inability to marry was no hindrance to a very active sex life. We were both very sexually driven and I was glad Jennifer wouldn’t put out. If there is going to be any foamy love action coating Tommy’s cock, I wanted it to be mine. Although, I admit an attraction to Jennifer back then and that was the source of a sexual fantasy of mine. Tommy and I talked about everything, especially our sex fantasies. We could. "I was beyond shame now so I decided to go all the way. I started to move my fingertips up and down her finger imitating the masturbation movement. "Not my finger silly", she said. "Do it properly. Come on, give it a try."She took her finger away and for a moment I didn't know what she wanted me to do. "Ok, mom, I will try ... later sometime. You know it's not such a big deal. It's gonna be Ok. " I mean now, Simon. Now. What's the matter with you? I have to make sure that everything it's OK. "I. I stroked myself with maddening precision, alternating between slow firm strokes and rapid jerking, keeping myself aroused and on the edge of orgasm. Every cock I saw on the screen I imagined sliding down my throat. And every pair of balls? Well, I fantasized about licking and sucking those too. As I went deeper into my headspace, I branched out into increasingly strange and out there fantasies. What would it be like to suck cock in a public restroom? What would it be like to vist a glory hole.