"Okay, Jane." His mother said with a smile. "How about you changed into one of your blouses and skirts and we?ll go out forsome ice cream while your f...ther tries to come to terms with what just learn. "A mother-daughter outing like I always wanted?" Jeff asked."That?s right." She smiled sweet. "I?ll even help you fix your face. Your tears are making your makeup run." So tell me more about this." Jeff?s mother said as pulled into the parking lot of the town?s ice cream shop and got outof the. Maya and then with her and then both. To that they agreed and they dressed up and we went down on the routine duty. The time was running like anything and it was 10.00 Pm and the fun fair was over. We did all accounts and all teachers reported to their seniors and left the school. I saw Mrs. Maya was last, I think she wanted to talk to me. I also followed her, and asked her shall I drop you somewhere, she said ya to near by railways station, as she has to take a train. I started the car and. I was speechless. It took me a couple of days to process what he had told me. He was in fact, correct. In my heart, I had killed God. Nobody is home or on the throne.It’s a liberating, yet lonely thought. All my life, I have been told of a loving Father which is an image I clung to as I never had one. The Christian faith is burned deep into my soul/mind and even though I have no “faith” I still find comfort in it’s familiarity. I’m also Heathen and find comfort in the sagas of my ancestors and. We took the thermal mugs and thanked them.“I have food out in the galley,” Sarah said. “Come eat and then we can take off.”We all went into the cabin and ate donuts, bagels, and fresh fruit. While we ate, Paul told us his plans for the morning.“We’re going to start over one hundred fifty feet of water. We’ll work our way out to deeper water until we locate the fish. I want to get into the kings if we can,” Paul said.“I hope we catch some so we can have salmon for dinner tonight,” Sarah.