She felt that she was the top of the school just because her Dad worked in London and they had a large house. I fixed that straight away. Her Dad had ...ow just lost his job as a dustman and her mother was thinking about working as a cleaner, if her arthritis and smokers cough would let her. Their little one bedroom flat (top floor of the local tower block where the lifts never worked) was all they had after a lifetime of working.Sarah herself would be my personal slave and no one would think it. "Easy dear." she said catching me. "You don't want to get hurt. Just take it easy." Does Tom know." I asked."Not really. He thinks that you are near death. The guys came and got me when you collapsed. Your scream scared everyone to death. They never noticed that it was past midnight, and you were still a woman."I drank some more of the liquid, and asked her if she would get Tom. She agreed and left to find him. I slowly got dressed in one of Tom's button downs and a pair of his boxers.Mom Ann. " & she tried puttin it in. it couldnt really go in bc it was so soft. She said "maybe we have to be all grown up. the people did kiss alot tho. you wana kiss?" i said "ok" & we layed there kissing naked for a long time. we got dressed & never spoke of it again.ok now my real 1st time.my family owns a houseboat. my family had stuff to do one day & i really wanted to go to the lake, since i had my boating licence they said i could go. & while i was at the dock friends of ours who have a boat. You taught me that organized religion was nothing but lies created by men to control others, but you gave me hope through the love of a Goddess that love could not be controlled by anyone or anything. You taught me love, and so many other things that my second childhood was truly like being born again. I miss you so, so many things still left unsaid but I tried my best, and you knew that I loved you like no other before you. I want to cry but again it is my choice heaven or hell. I remember you.