I tended to get my feeling hurt if I didn’t talk myself out of it when the woman I chose to love, wanted me to share that love with others.In many w...ys I was the monogamous partner, and ended up choosing women that were fine with me choosing others besides them. That always made me feel like they loved me less than I loved them, and often caused me to withhold some of my feeling to avoid getting hurt.Deirdre didn’t want to hem me in, but wanted to be hemmed in by me. Most guys would love to. “Just like that, my sweet angel. That feels so freaking good, are you sure you haven't eaten pussy before?" "Nope, and I'm just gonna fuck you how I'd want to be fucked." I spread out her pussy lips as far as they would go and continued my quest to make her have an orgasm. All of her juices from her pussy flowed into my mouth, I didn't love it, but I was happy it was making her feel good. As I saw her moving around from the pleasure and heard her moaning, my heart bloomed. "Are you gonna give. ’ ‘What kind of fight are you having with yourself?’ Her reply did not fully phase me until the end. ‘The fight that I’m having is if I should make passionate love to you or if I should just fuck your brains out.’ ‘Can’t we do both?’ ‘Yes we can do both if you want.’ When Jessi told me that, I could see in her eyes that it was what she wanted from the start but for some reason she was scared to tell me. Before she went to leave, Jessi bent down and intended to kiss me on the forehead, but. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOO...OOOOOO..OOOOO OOOO..OOOOOOOOO..OOOOOOOOO..OOOOO..OOOOOOO..OOOOOHHHHHH SSSOOOOOOOOOOO..OOOOOOOOOO..OOO OOOOOOOOOO..YEEEEEEEESSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAA..OOOO.. ...HHHOOOOOOOOOO..OH GODDDDDD.. HOOOO..OOOO NOOO..OOO..PLE..ASE..SSSSSST..OP..ST..OP..WHHOOOO..OO..OOO YEAAA...AAAAA EEEE..EE OO..OOOOOOOOOO..OOO NO..N..O..NOO..O..OOOOOO OOOOOOO...OOOOOOPPPP.