Admitting it out loud had opened long-forgotten windows – windows that had been locked shut with nails of shame for as long as he could remember. Th...y'd been hammered close by the repeated violence and ridicule of his classmates, friends and family.Through the years the hinges had rusted and the panes had blackened with dust and cobwebs, hiding a view he could hardly remember. Miss A had led him down to them – ah, she'd pummeled and slapped him to return to this place of pain and humiliation.. The man in his mid-30's was waiting outside the toilet tapping his footon the floor he was 6"2" well built with short middle parted black hairand light stubble on his chin wearing a dark colour suit. there were 2toilets on this train and 1 was out of order and pad locked, the otherhad some woman taking for ages in there, they always messed about when itcame to toilets and bathrooms, not that he'd had a girlfriend or wife toput up with for a while, this was getting silly now he'd been in. She turned and walked slowly back to the house as she heard the starter engine whine and turn over before kicking the old Farmall back to life. It was too hot to get much else done, but the western skies were beginning to darken as the heat of the day gave away to evening thunderstorms, there lightning and rumbled thunder still too far off to be noticeable She returned to the house, going up to the bedroom to start the air conditioner. Even with the cooling effect of the rain that might come it. He was getting what he had desired for long. Happiness was flowing from his face. His face became red, so was mine.He moved to me smiling. My heart missed beat. Oh my god…………………….. I closed my eyes in anticipation. He came closer………I could feel his breath……………even his heartbeats were audible……………. He touched my face my cheek……….I was going to faint………..not that I was virgin but someone other than my husband was touching me. He traced his fingers from my ears to my cheeks to my lips..