I kinda panicked. I didn't really think I wanted to fuck and "old" lady. but fuck it. If it sucked, I'd just blow her off after words. I got out of...work after 1am, well past her bed time, and she had been drinking steadily since 9 or so, so she was pretty bold when we got back to my place. I tried to make some small talk in the family room, but my roommate was home, and he came out to check things out. After a few minutes of us all talking, I could tell she was fading fast so I asked. Who was he to me anyway? If I picked up the phone now, there would be no turning back. For tonight, I would be his. I would be fully obedient and I would be well taken care of. I felt a flutter in my chest, let go a nervous chuckle, and knew the answer was obvious: “Hello?” I said as I answered the call. “Hi, sorry, I was in the bathroom. Did you wait long?” “Not really, I was just admiring your house.” “You’re here already then?” “Yes, sir.” “You should have rang the doorbell.” “Um... I wasn’t. “There is no such thing; what you experienced was infatuation or lust. Love comes with time; the shared experiences with, and the respect for, your companion.” Her face showed she had known such love.“Tell me about those girls with whom you fell in love — I take it you did not marry either of them?”“My first love, when I was fourteen, was a girl in Grantham. She was aged about sixteen, the daughter of the town’s grocer, and was a beautiful, blonde haired, blue eyed enchantress — not unlike Amy. ...I was suddenly very hard, and when his hand closed around my cock I got even harder. He pushed his semi hard cock into me and I pushed back.My ass was well lubricated with his earlier cum.Still his hand moved up and down, up and down.His wet cock pushed up and down my wet ass, up and down, up and down.Then, it went in a little.I gasped.It hurt. He stopped pushing but continued stroking my cock.He asked me if I wanted him to stop.I pushed back and that was all the answer he needed.He withdrew.