You're not expecting me to agree to something like that, are you?" It would just be something between the two of us, I'd never tell anyone. I just thi...k it's so cool, I'd like to try it out and try to become really good at it." Well, they don't offer a degree in college for sensual massage but it might just be a handy thing for a young guy to know." You wouldn't have to do anything to me, I'd just practice what the video shows, you know to maximize the experience." Kyle, you are making me. Am I flushed from the heat? Or from the pure excitement of the drive? Hard to tell and it doesn’t really matter. My little car practically drives itself; it’s such a perfect example of German engineering. As I hit cruising speed, I allow myself to relax a little. I start noticing that sun warming the front of my thighs. I release my grip on the gearstick and pull my skirt up a little bit higher and lazily start stroking myself. The droning engine throbs in time with my heartbeat; the music is. Was I uncomfortable because I too was really gay orwas I a crossdresser?I was still not sure whether I was gay or not so I decided that I neededto make an effort to try to look more macho. Was I Christian, gay or acrossdresser or all three?I would drink beer with the rugby crowd and talk about how a woman'splace was in the bedroom or in the kitchen, like Dad, but I didn't reallybelieve it. So whenever I felt someone thought I was a fake I would add"Hey guys, you are basically right but I feel. Yourself, I think that someone is blocking us ... cutting us off from the ‘net.”“Impossible! The West is so proud of their ‘Web Freedom’ ... none of them would dare to block our access.” His faith in the openness of the West was touching.“Perhaps it is tied to the appearance of this so-called Angel.”“You speak blasphemy! The Prophet would not send a mere woman.”John started to backpedal immediately. “No, no, Yourself. Certainly you are right. She must be an agent of Satan. A Dark Angel,.