"If they bypass me or worse, you are going to have to hold on till they get there." I said. "I wonder why I feel like James Bowie at the Alamo." You a...e going to have a better ending," Gator said. "I promise you."Stay with the clients till that bus gets there. That's an order," I replied. "I can hold them off long enough I expect, but if not, they will be coming in blind so take advantage of that." I demanded."I'll be just fine." I really wished that I believed it. I expected to die in that. I was excited as I was my first to drink with a girl so immediately ran to my house took one bottle of jw red label and went to shop to buy cold drink and came back to anuskha’s house she was in her room only so I straight went up there she had already brought the glasses and ice so I made us 90ml pegs I knew it was more for a first timer but I wanted to take a chance as I also started having feelings for her.As I was pouring coke in whiskey she asked me if I have any gf I told her that I had. But, you know, I just get too interested in other things to be a true nudist.” “Other things?” “Yeah, you know, like if I see a naked body that looks good, I don't want them to be just walking around in front of me, I want them to be on top of me,” she said, and as she said this she moved over to come sit down next to me. She smelled of strawberries, and her body was even more youthful and beautiful up close. In the partial light, I could make out the features of her face. She was blessed in. "I laughed. Philip smiled with me. "Okay," I stated, "go on then."He started to talk. At first it was inconsequential, but soon theconversation began to centre on me, being Philip's observations of mystate of life and mind."You're still in shock," he told me. "Not in denial, but shock. Thetrauma hit you on every front, physical, mental, spiritual, cultural,intellectual. Your ex-girlfriend has held you together, firstlythrough giving you enforced direction, and lately as you escape.