They wre callin me a fag...and sissy...queer boy...stuff like that...ohhh...its ok...dont let it get to you...thats how they are ..makes them feel sup...rior...they do that to everyone...yeaa...I know...he sighed...but...we were sitting on the edge of my bed...he suddnely layed back looking at the ceiling...thinking...I looked at him laying there...he looked so ...cute..lonely..shy..but...something about him...I got this weird sudden odd urge to hug him...comfort him...when he softly. It felt strange at first and I must say I was a little out of practice but I soon got into the swing, while talking with shop assistants and impromptu conversations with men I found great excitement from staring into their eyes and invading their personal space (in a sexy way) I got braver and braver and on the 5th day it happened. I was talking with a much younger man of 27 (I'm 40) I was giving him the same routine when he said what a lovely smile I had, I returned the complement, and then. I was finished and really felt so tired. The black guy then said I looked like I could take a massage while I finished. Before I could answer, he stood behind me while I was still sitting at my desk.Then he started to massage my shoulders and neck. It really felt good. I started to relax a bit, but then I felt him caress my arms…I started to enjoy it; especially since I had been attracted to that young black guy since he started to work there six months before. He was in his early thirties; he. .thts y i had a gud body..1 day 1 of my neighbour ruchika..she is 25 n married asked 2 whether she could join me for trecking..i welcomed her..first v used 2 go at 5 in morning then 1 day v decided 2 go at nite..i knew she was nt satisfied by her hubby n used 2 star me n touch me evrytime during trecking.so tht day v went in night..as no 1 was der at her place..as it was night she told me 2 catch her hand as she may fall..i knew all this was just a drama so tht she could arouse me..so i catched.