He doesn’t know I can’t have children. How could I tell him that? That not only was I the wrong woman for him, but that I was barren as well?’ I...said nothing and she continued. ‘All through my marriage I lived with the ghost of Louise. Can you imagine what that’s like, Kate? Knowing the man you love is in love with another woman? Knowing there’s nothing you can do to make him love you like he loved her?’ I sat down on the sofa and tried to take in what Jessica had just told me. Her hard. Then Ruth felt Julie touch her shoulder. The girl was looking at her with sparkling green eyes, and she said: "Grandma, have I ever told you you're my favorite person in the whole world?"Ruth smiled. "Oh, you have, when you were little. Not so much recently, after you went to the university."She had turned to look at the scenery again, but the girl gently touched her arm and said: "Grandma, can I try one thing, real quickly? It's very important for me."Ruth heard the serious tone in her. She pulled her lips away from mine and started to cry in pain. She pleaded with me to take my tool out. I refused. She started to abuse me verbally. I smiled at her and this made even angrier. While she was shouting and pleading with me, I slowly started to push my tool into her pussy. Since she was a virgin and my tool was too thick, even I was finding it difficult and painful. Just imagine, how you would feel when you are trying to put a ring that is smaller in thickness compared to your. To keep upappearances, mrs. Dubois friends and relations were informed about howshe had, of course for purely charitable reasons, taken in her formerneighbours troubled adolescent son who's earlier rebellious behaviourhad turned out to actually have been caused by a tragic deeprootedgender dissatisfaction. So in the end it looked as if she was justhelping a confused effeminate teenage boy to discover and accept histrue gender. The reality however was that mrs. Dubois was a seriouslycruel and.