Both were bad, Gary's problems were the result of his mothers use of drugs and alcohol while she was pregnant, your Grand Father was the result of an ...busive Mother. Gary's death was a blessing, forgive me for saying that, you were one of many that he molested. Your Grand Father still lives, but he is incarcerated for murder and won't be free until his death." And lastly, the death of your fiancé, the single event in your life that directly caused your downfall. Why is that?"No answer from him. I went with the proscuitto and mixed cheeses stuffed into a chicken breastwith a side order of spaghetti and the house salad. Leonard ordered thesame, plus a bottle of Lugano white wine he'd found at a local store andhad tried before. As I'm no connoisseur of wines, I didn't object. The wine was sensational. It went well with everything. Heordered a second bottle and we got well lubricated before dinner was over.We skipped dessert. I reached for the check, but he snatched it away fromme,. "Happy birthday Mike," she said again, taking my hand and placing it on her chest. I thought you might like something really special as it's your first birthday here. As she spoke, she pressed my hand harder against her breast under it and moved her upper body, moving it under my palm and I felt the nipple harden even more.I was amazed at how good they felt as I began massaging the soft orbs andgently pinching and nipples. She groaned softly and snuggled against me even closer. Her hand moved. [BY PEGGY]Dear DiaryOnce again I return to my diary to share my most intimate thoughts. I first wrote in these books the day I decided I was going to let my daddy to take my virginity. All the plotting and planning and then the actuall event. Of course I wrote a lot after that day about regular sex with daddy, and a few other boys and men during high school and college. But now another major event has taken place that I want to record in these books, my collection of sex diaries. I finally got.