And in this process, youfail about three thousand times, so you better try and learn somethingfrom it.2. When you looked back on the one night stands ...hat you mentioned byname, do you remember them fondly or did your entries jog your memory?Are there ones that you may have liked to see if a relationship couldhave been possible?I didn't remember them. Without the journal I couldn't have answeredthe whos or the whens or anything like that. You have to understandthat the entries posted here are. So we were colleagues who met daily in the teacher’s common room. We also met almost every week at the endless birthday parties that our students used to throw. Parents always insisted that some teachers were invited to these parties to ensure that things did not get out of hand. So I had plenty of opportunity to dance with her and to appreciate her petite beauty. She was slim and not much more than 5ft tall. And she was totally beautiful. I lusted after her. One night, after such a school. I would simply do whatever Robert told me to do. Simple?Robert Kissed me long and deep before he stepped into the house and after I shut the door he took me by the hand and led me into our living room. He sat down on the couch and motioned for me to sit on the floor between his legs. As soon as I was on the floor he grabbed a hand full of my hair in one hand and reached around and held me by the throat with the other hand and said, "I hope you're free today DeAnn because I have plans for you?"I. He left a long list of broken hearts in his wake. Roger had broken up marriages, families, and in one case, he caused a mother to try and kill her daughter to be with him. Let's just agree Roger was a bastard and liked it that way.One cold November evening Roger was out for a run and bumped into Margo. Margo had a tight little body and loved to flaunt it. To Roger, she looked like a tall glass of water and he was thirsty. Margo wasn't an easy woman to get but like I said earlier, she loves.