. beautiful ... in the snow as he'd said goodbye to her. While unconfirmed, somehow he just knew that she had been pregnant. Standing at her casket......their casket ... had been hard, yet it had also given some small amount of closure. He finally felt it wouldn't betray her memory to move on and face the world again.He'd lost her once before when the engagement came to an end. He had pushed through that, with his walls perfectly in place around him and turned to work for solace. This was vastly. I'm not going to say I am Gods gift to women average height and I am in fit shape with a six pack, so I am a good looking guy. It was one of these drives I ran across the wildest fuck of my life... I spotted them walking together one I knew, one I had seen before and had been lusting after for weeks, I gave her a honk whenever I drove by her. This time the honk got me a response "hey stop" one of them bellowed, so stop I did. "Want to give us a ride to the dorms" Lorie asked. Which kind of. Jerome smiled and I asked him what was the movie we would watch. But he smiled again, saying he was going to watch a very interesting film about me… I did not understand the meaning…We entered the cinema.Once inside, I could just about make out the faces of several men lit only by the dim light of some glow of occasional cigarettes.We sat down on the middle; the place smelled like old smoke, beer and seat. It was a bit disgusting.As we sat, the screen flickered into life and the film began.Soon. She climbed on board and ignored me as she sat with a friend.Nothing was said, neither of us made any overt gestures or advances toward the other but the foundation of our sibling relationship was subtly changing. We both felt it, we both sensed it, we both tried to ignore it; up to a point. The hormonal upheaval raging in our bodies needed an outlet and since we lived almost isolated on the farm we had a lot of time alone together so we targeted each other. Our time in school was six hours a.