“I think about you a lot when I do it. Do you remember that one night when you came to my apartment?”I did. It wasn’t a night I liked to think a...out. I had had a panic attack and fled her apartment, making up some half-baked story about why I had to leave and barging in on her while she was taking a shower to tell her.“You probably don’t know that I had hoped you would join me in the shower. That you would soap up your hands and run them all over my body. When I touch myself and think about. We sat in silence as the stream's wild chatter flooded into our thoughts. Bernadette handed me some tea and I shuddered protectively. 'God forbid if someone got hold of her.' She saw me shiver and read my thoughts then sat beside me on the blanket."Mummy, d'you think we'll have to go public?" Not if I can help it." But how can we disguise our genetic profile even if we produce the sperm anonymously." That's the problem my darling. Our genetic profile is too well documented. They would soon. "Yourstylist today is Marcel, and you'll have your nails attended to byPatricia. Please come this way."I was whisked away to the shampoo area, and I had a gown placed aroundme. Then my head was gently leant back into the sink so they could washmy long natural blonde hair. The warm water and the skilful fingers ofthe assistant soothed my initial nervousness and it made me feel quiterelaxed.I was given a glass of wine and then the transformation began."Why can't I see?" I asked."You're not. I smile and laugh, saying, “I see we have another quick learner with lots of natural talent.”Sarai smiles. I kiss her again while I continue to rub my hand up and down as Sandra unbuttons her blouse. I beak the kiss to remove Sarai’s blouse and step back as I ask Marie to take them up to the master bedroom to continue the welcome, and tell Sandra to pick up Sarai’s clothes and take them to the spare room.I take Sarai’s, Sandra’s, and Janey’s bags to the front stairs. Check the garage is under.