. I masturbate, just like all normal couples do. Did you really think I could go out and find a guy, suck his dick and then hold his head between my l...gs and not think I had betrayed you in the worst way?" Samantha said as she cried and turned away from Marv in the car, causing him to pull over."Sammie, I never, EVER, meant to hurt you. I had so much tension and pressure built up that I HAD to release and going behind your back was not an option." Marv said thinking he made a great case for. He does cry as he searches for a love he has not found. He cries as the wind spirits pull him this way and push him that way and then lift him to the sky’. ‘How do you know he cries, Pa?’ ‘I feel him cry, little one. I have never seen Falcon’s tears but I have seen the sparkle of the sun in his clear, wet eyes and sometimes a sparkling trail behind him if the sun is just right.’ ‘If he cries, Pa, what happens to his tears?’ Pa, always the patient teacher said, ‘Follow me, little one.’ Tanya. Mrs. Dearest-Thumpsdale knew deep down that in time to come he would bepushing it off the bed as high as he possibly could the instant he heardhis Mother say 'Up.'This is also the reason she used the word continuously during a 'trainingstrapping' as a type of hypnosis for the boy. During a strapping, astranger outside the door would hear the word mixed in with the continualinstructions to "Give me your bottom panty-boy, up. That's it good girl,up higher now. Up for Mummy, up Missy Prissy, up. I'm raising him asmy own. I figure that's the least I can do for Maybelline since I slept withher husband." "And that one?" pointing toward my belly. "Yours too, a gift from a generous Yankee general that helped me to keepFive Oaks from the scalawags and carpetbaggers. It's going to be a boy I cantell by the way he kicks." "And how did you repay his generosity?" asked Morgan. "With the only currency I had at the time. I paid him every chance I gotand he didn't have to ask not even once." .