We had caught her in the middle of our hating love, cruelly trapping her in our war. Still, she had said it, brought the holes in our odd relationship...to light. "I don't understand why you keep fucking her if you don't want to be with her anymore." "It isn't the same," I said, "you're right." Allie sighed. She knew this was coming. "What now?" she said. I stood behind her chair, gripping her shoulders lovingly. "What do you want to happen?" She turned around to face me, suddenly excited, "we. As the men worked their way up from the back of the group, the guys dressed like terrorists were working their way back from the front. All the rest of the men were at the ready with their rifles pointed at the group, making sure no sudden movement occurred without immediate counteraction.In my peripheral vision, I saw that Nightfox and Lisa were out of their positions, facing the other side of the group holding their rifles at the ready. What a way to have your intended help you with your job.. "Are you sure?" was the nextquestion, so I made a display of opening my purse and rifling through it,a panicked look on my face I started tipping out my handbag, Kellygroaned and even the usual calm Shonali looked devastated. "She's lostit," Shoni breathed. "Please Susie tell me you haven't," Kelly whispered.Looking wretched I said, "I didn't think he meant that he wanted to seeme, so I must have........." I trailed off speaking as though I wasdevastated.The stricken looks on their faces was. Carly didn't take it well, and Sam remembered how Freddie and she both promised to never keep any secrets from Carly ever again. But this was different. She just wasn't ready to tell Carly, and she sure wasn't ready to tell her about what happened two nights ago while Carly was at basketball practice.* * *2 Nights AgoIs Carly at practice? Freddie sent to Sam in a text.Yea. Her response came back.Still want me to come over? He replied back.Sam smiled and typed. Bring ur butt over here Benson and.