I have never been able to walk into a place like this without buying something. I picked up a few things and was looking at others when Dee finally ar...ived.He sidled up to me and out of the side of his mouth he said, "Hey man, I couldn't get all the bread. I'll have to owe you the last 50." Call me when you get it and we'll do business," I said as I gathered up the things I was purchasing."Wait a minute, can't blame a man for trying." Look, you know as well as I do that you can turn these over. "Of course I love you Martha," I replied."If you love me, why don't you show it?" she answered, jumping on my response, trying to put me on the defensive."What do you mean, exactly?" I queried, using the old tactic of answering a question with a question."Well, for example, when I asked you to fix the sink in my bathroom, you just ignored me; even after I asked you a couple of times. You completely neglected me on Valentine's Day. And then, I find out, that you've returned my Christmas gift,. Wearing the tux felt a lot different than it did at theshop, though. Maybe because now my intent was different, or becauseabout a thousand people were going to see a very fleeting glimpse of aside of me I thought was completely dead."So," Emily said, "Do you feel anything like a boy?" No, I feel like a dumbass." Just wondering..." Well, don't." I was a little nervous Emily was going to say the M-word,my old name. She might even want to talk to him, but what could I say?Martin's not at home. He. Their room had already been turned down for the evening. There were two beds, one above the other. A table held a wash basin with some heated water and a sponge, but the women were still refreshed from the bath and didn't use it. In the morning, the compartment would be converted into a sitting room with a sofa and table, the beds folding into the wall. A few hours later at 10:00pm, the train left the station heading towards Paris and the women changed into their night clothes. Jane climbed.