That fucks with your head." Shit." Peter was instantly uncomfortable and worried about her."Yeah. It taught me that my body is not my ally in life. It...has an agenda as well, which sometimes does not coincide with my own. I hated him. I hated him so much I fantasized about how I would kill him. And yet, when he grabbed me by my hair and pushed me down onto my bed, I would get so wet. Every fucking time." Steph, are you okay? I mean, after all that happened, can I call someone?" No, I just want. ’ He leaned towards me and placed it on the table next to me. Not thinking I grabbed his arm and held his gaze. We exchanged more in that brief moment, than we had for a long time. He moved closer and timidly kissed me. It was as if it was the first time again. I kissed him back harder and felt the love we once knew rush back through my heart. He sat me up on the table and with one swipe of his arm cleared the remaining few items to the floor. Time passed and our relationship blossomed once. "She took his hand and led a visibly, shaking Ethan toward the Plant. He saw the Plant's thick foliage began to weave and sway in the air as if beckoning him to come closer to it. Ruth led him so he was within two feet of the swaying foliage and then backed away. A few leafy stems reached out and began caressing his neck and shoulders. Another set of stems reached out and crept onto his hips and the back of his thighs. The tips of the stems released a chemical that that was quickly absorbed. The only real problemis, I didn't know truly what my interests were.It's easy to say what you think you want but we are in new territory. Noone in our circles had ever considered what was transpiring now. Iwondered how many "straight men" would abandon what they thought was realfor what has been presented to Dan and I. The problem is that really, I'veonly been alive for eighteen years and there is no common knowledge thisside of the gender gap. We only knew what was acceptable behavior.