My near frantic desire to have the joy of kits again had killed the most important person in my life.I would have ended myself had it not been for the...kits and the youngsters in my care. I could never do that to them. Meronar found a 'wet nurse' (in human grokable terms) for the kits; they'd need mother's milk for the first few weeks. And then they'd need me, now almost full time. I spent several days with my offspring: Mercahn (the eldest and a female), Krayshall (middle cub and a male), and. Still lit only by the open refrigerator, he watched as her long slim manicured fingers poured each glass three-fourths full of the Riesling. He was transfixed by her hands, nails rounded short, pale pink gloss on each. He wondered briefly what it was that she did, that allowed her to have such an extravagant pedicure but required such a modest manicure. “Nurse. I’m a nurse, Jon. You?” Her laughter was high and clear, and for a moment, he was quite sure that she could read his mind. “You were. "See? I told you it'd be OK."I couldn't stifle a moan as his body pressed against mine. I reachedbackward and grabbed onto his ass cheek. He seemed to press into me morefirmly. Then I moved that hand to between my legs and could feel the hairsof his nut sac."Oh, you want Big Daddy's dick, huh?" he said, and then he began slowlymoving his dick back and forth in my ass. I moved my hand back to thepillow and clenched it firmly as his cock began sliding inside of me."Gonna fuck you good!" . Preliminary results were disastrous, and the multitude of required test prohibitive. On several occasions, I suspended my efforts to maintain my grips with reality. During these breaks, I would pursue my experiences with the beautiful organ that offered an endless variety of sensations. I learned the critical interaction of the minds' overall contribution to fulfillment, and the mental triggers that needed to be enhanced to provide the highest and prolonged level of orgasmic release. Cheryl.