I simply cannot believe that I am the first one to think of this. Now, the question is, what do I do? I have a secret, but I am uncertain whether it i... a good secret or not. I know something that none of the women who came before me ever puzzled out. And yet, I cannot help but wonder. Who am I to think that I can know this thing as a certainty that hundreds, perhaps, a thousand or more women never understood? But, I do. I do. I know this as surely as I draw breath into my lungs. I know it as. I also explained how I wanted to interpret the statements attributed to Jesus regarding marriage and worship of our Holy Father. Ultimately, those arguments were accepted and I was granted an exception provided I didn’t proselytize or widely announce my status.”“And what led the Church elders to grant you such status? You indicated blackmail.”“No words were ever exchanged. No quid pro quo ever demanded. That said, they knew that I had the goods on about two dozen of my brothers of various ranks. After that I have been hooked, and I love being caught, and have people watching me jerk off.I live with my mom and sister, in a apartment in Europe.So, the day it happened, was a Friday afternoon, and I was pretty tired after a week at school, so I go to my room, to watch some porn, and jack off, as I do almost every day.I sit down in front of my computer, find some porn online, and take my clothes off.It don't take long before I'm hard, and I start jerking off.I had been jerking for maybe two. It was just after the breakfast rush and the waitresses had gone home and he was the only one working in the kitchen. I was working on the other side rolling silverware into napkins and kept checking him out. He was boiling hot dogs at the time, literally. He knew I flirted with him and so on that particular afternoon he got my attention there and waved a half-cooked hot dog in front of his crotch and said “you like it?” I was pretty surprised at first, but grinned and nodded. So, he got.