Why can’t I just die?” Under that question, I was unable to do anything else but to hold her. I will not shed a tear. I had to stay strong for he.... o0o That night, I was awoken by the same voices that I heard coming from Alice’s room. Her same sweet voice whispered through the darkness as she spoke with the hidden ones. This happens to her every week. I was said that there’s nothing to be worried about, as her recovery takes time. But tonight, something about her voice seems different. She. And very long…He smiled to me and said: "I caught you looking at it in the gym."I smiled and reached out to touch that magnificent giant black serpent.The thing immediately sprang to life. It was at least ten inches in length. We chatted as I gently stroked him, watching the door for any intrusion. He introduced himself as Barney. He was married and his wife was on board; but she preferred to hang by the pool than being with him. I finally blurted out that we could go to my cabin, as I was. As we were having dinner, a car arrived and a couple in their thirties stepped out. They waved at us and disappeared behind a building on the way to their room. After we finished eating, Simon got up and walked over to their tent. He came back a second later with a smile on his face like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar. We kept on talking about nothing in specific for a few more minutes when Simon took something out of his pocket and placed it on the table.It was a plastic bag. It isn't exactly something you asked to be dropped in your lap. But we'll figure it out, okay? You, and me, and Ann, we'll work it out."She put her finger on my chin and tilted my head up. Such a simple gesture, but even that light touch made me feel a little bit better."It's gonna be okay, honey. I promise. I'm here for you."I could feel the shame on my face. It burned my skin, and made me feel like I could have fried bacon on my forehead."With all the crappy things I put you through,.