"At 9:15, I got up, locked up the doors to the office and nervously walked down the hall to Paul's office. The door was open... Swallowing hard, my...heart racing, I entered. Paul was sitting at his desk, his tie removed and his shirt collar open. He smiled. I was quivering nervously. "You're nervous aren't you Meagan." "Yes, I want to do it but I'll be honest, I'm a little scared." "Try to relax honey. There's nothing to be afraid off. A lot of of young women your age having anal. He puts up a cursory fight to get it back, but I am just too tired to play, so I put him in a reverse choke hold and continue to erase the pictures. Josh taps my arm, his signal that he gives, so I let him go. “That wasn’t fair man,” he says, “I wasn’t expecting that.” “All’ s fair in love and war bitch,” I say as I open his picture folder on the phone. I hear him say something about not being a bitch, but my ears are not working correctly from the first set of pictures I see. There, in. How about you? What are you doing home tonight? I thought you had a girlfriend now." "I do, but she's busy tonight." Brody explained what had happened. "I feel bad, she sounded pretty ticked when she left that message. I was debating calling her but I don’t want to interrupt them." "Wow, listen to you. Should I give you advice on engagement rings?" "What? Because I feel bad that she's having a tough time?" "Brody, you never let anyone else stick around long enough to have a tough time. You must. I know what blind anger and frustration can make a person, I hoarded frustration for three weeks once and it unglued me. I hurt an innocent person in my frustration and risked my life in a storm to try to work out my blind anger. It took months before I could get rid of the shame and feel human again.’ ‘Well, I disagree with you, my friend, I feel very human, very peaceful and very right in all this. Let’s just leave it there. Thanks for the parable from your youth.’ Charlie glared again and.