I thought I was losing my mind. While showering, my dream was playing over and over again in my head. I was thinking about when he asked me how much I...wanted him. What did this dream mean? It made me realize that I wanted him bad, but I still couldn’t get up the never to go after him, because he was my cousin. About a week later, on a Saturday night, my mother sent me to my Grandma’s house to drop off some food she had picked up for her. My cousin, when back from school in the summer, stays. The cute bartender is working, which is always a plus.You tried the magic words a few more times with the others around you in the bar. "I think you should buy me a drink... I think you should move to that table... I think you should sing us a song... I think I should have some of those fries." The fries looked good. Don't judge.It started to be clear that you could make any suggestion you want to anyone you want, but pain was the cost. The farther you had to push them from their natural. The fact that you made it all the way up there made it even more amazing. Youve got some guts. Her smile widened even more. So&hellip, you know the props guy? Mentally, he scolded himself for his lack of nonchalance. Jeremiah? Yeah, absolutely. Boyfriend? Not catching any meaning other than curiosity in the question, she laughed. A few months earlier, everyone had been asking that same thing, but it was rare when someone did now. Oh gosh, no. Jeremiah is like… hes like a completely heterosexual. I just want you to see if you like the smell. Come on, just put your nose in there, and take a few sniffs." She looks at me with a look of reassurance. So eventually, I lean in and put my nose inside her converse. Immediately I feel it’s quite warm in her sneaker all around my nose. I take three small sniffs and let the smell go right up inside my nose. Surprisingly, the aroma doesn't smell anything like cheese or vinegar or anything else that people say it does or at least Skylar's doesn't. It.