They told me to forgive him as they had. I could see that they said that they had forgiven him, but inside they could not hide their hurt. Mum died la...t year, and Dad not long after.’ ‘I’m sorry, Christ you really have had a rough time of it. How do you manage it?’ ‘Not well, if you must know. I got this job because I thought that if I could help others to recover from physical and emotional trauma, it would help me to get over this.’ ‘And has it?’ ‘Sometimes I think yes, and sometimes no. When. He laughed and said, "thats the first time i've seen it soft, your always usually hard". I laughed too saying "I know". Josh knelt down to his knees with his eyes fixed to my cock and an excited look in his eye. He rubbed the lips of my foreskin with one finger and straight away my cock began to grow. He kept rubbing it until my knob burst out of my foreskin and my cock was rock hard. It was the biggest hard on i think id ever had in my life. I was standing there with this massive hard on, my. You are wet, aren'tyou?" I acknowledge her question with a nod. "Let's see, its six thirty now, I'll let you change about eight o'clock, try to remember andremind me" she laughed.I drained my sippie cup, stood and lifted the hem of my skirt and heldit with my chin, then unfastened the front two tabs of my stockings tolower my pink plastic pants enough to expose my diaper pins. Unpinnedthe left side and pulled it snug and re-pinned. Then un-pinned theright side and pulled it very tight before. How she wished she could take back that night in the Pioneer Towers. True, it had been the single most erotic episode of her extensive sexual life, but it was not worth the friendship that had been the price for it.These thoughts of what she liked and missed about Ken and Meghan soon led to a dark, almost shameful sense of sexual arousal. She began to think of the more physical aspects of her attraction to them. She tried to channel these thoughts in different directions but they refused to go.