Finally, I got to the office where I saw the two hampers waiting.This was not going to be easy getting on the bus, especiallywearing a mini skirt. I w...nt to the washroom to look at my options.Staring me in the face was this new woman. I convinced myself thatI did indeed look like a woman and if I could just act like onethat maybe I could get away with this. Out I went carrying the twohampers and began my wait at the bus stop. It was now about 7:30 pmand it was starting to get dark which I felt. Parts of the rib cage and skulls had signs of being burned through. Suddenly I felt as if I was two personas in one. I should have been horrified but what I saw but instead I was analyzing the scene, the damage, the bodies as if I was gathering data. Then I noticed the ‘voices’ in mind had become quiet, almost as if they merged into one voice. Again I had this feeling as though millions of eyes were looking at me. I walked to my car just thinking about the scene behind my back, my thoughts. And the long-haired girl who had him bythe arm and was trying to lead him someplace, she was really sexy too. Iknew that a month ago I would have been attracted to one or the other orboth of them, depending on the tidal fluctuations of my bisexuality.And yet I felt nothing for either of them. It was like my libido hadsimply vanished. Not just the erections, which I had expected, and whosemocking presence I sure didn't miss. But my most basic sensuality hadfled as well. Luxuriating in touch, or. “Yeah, I guess you can see that,” Hailey said. “OK, it went on from there. I asked if I could kiss her. I ask if I could undress her. I paid special attention to her breasts because I know she is uncomfortable with them. Did I tell you that her mother wanted her to get breast implants when she was 15-freaking-years-old? Isn’t that ridiculous?”“Says the woman with 38C boobies,” Phil said with a wink.“Yeah, OK, but even if I didn’t have big boobs I wouldn’t get implants,” Hailey said. “My mother.