’ ‘Why?’ ‘Because of her speed — she’d built to go like a bullet but looks a little out of condition.’ ‘Well, maybe — but Beckett wo...ld leave her behind over rough ground and over jumps — he’s built for that.’ ‘With you on him it may seem that way but speed is deceptive and so are riders. I would out perform you on either horse, if I am permitted to be that modest.’ ‘Er, I was thinking more of a social canter.’ ‘An excellent reply Marty,’ Max said re-entering the conversation. ‘In her younger. ”After a split second catching her point, I nodded, “Certainly.”“Were certain surmises I heard accurate?”“To a certain extent, yes.”“I see. So, when in the past you, shall we say, delivered sausage yourself, you did need visual…aids to reach the desired location?”“Of course. I’d say that’s universal with beginners.”She laughed one sharp laugh and said, “Of the male variety, perhaps, which is perplexing in a way, given how loath you lot are to use maps otherwise.” We laughed and she continued,. I wanted to take her in my arms and hold her and stroke her hair. That part of me had been dead since Maya had died, so I was taken aback by the urgency that I felt now. She just smiled at me as though she could read my thoughts."Are you ok?" I asked her."I'll be fine," she said as she looked away from me. Her sadness was overwhelming me. "But, would you mind staying down here with me for a bit? I really wouldn't mind some company this evening," she asked softly in a voice that was so soft and. " Ms Susan from now on Princess. Try again."looking at myself on the tv......."Ms Susan , how am I going to explainthis?" You work from home Princess so who's going to find out?" Our friends......" Always start with my name Princess when you address me." Ms Susan, our friends, my friends, when I go out for a drink with mybuds. I can't do that looking like this." Sure you can Princess. You've always wanted to be feminized, to have areal life experience and now you can." But Ms Susan," gee that.