She wasn't proud of her titties but I thought they were perfect. She was about forty years old I guess but her tits were still perky and oh, so soft a...d tasty looking. One morning her husband had been gone on a railroad run for several days and I was lucky enough to peek into her room just as she rose for the day. No bra. White cotton panties. As I watched she took them off. Of course they were moist from the sweat of the desert night. I could almost smell the aroma from her pussy. She had one. I can take you right to the very edge and keep you there for longer than you can imagine. But without pain, you won't finish. But it gets worse -- for you, anyway. You see, the pain and pleasure aren't exactly mixed. First you feel one, then the other. It won't be long before you'll crave the pain for its own sake, knowing the pleasure is just behind it, and when that happens, we'll slowly begin to activate the last of the changes in your brain. In the end, you'll become aroused by pleasure,. I'm fourteen, yay me! Daddy says that I'm a big girl now, and it must be true because he keeps looking at my boobies while he says it. Last night while we were in the shower he showed me how to get them extra clean. He even showed me how to get really clean down there, and I must be doing it right because it felt really good. Today I'm going to celebrate my birthday with all my friends. Tomorrow I'll let you know how it went, Diary. Monday, March 13. Wow, what a birthday I had, Diary. My best. I tried to push my way out but was surrounded. Someone behind me took my headphones off and whispered in English into my ear. He said do not scream or you will be in trouble.As I turned to look my wrists were grabbed by two men and held above my head. Another male in the group took out handcuffs and cuffed me to the metal grab bar for the subway which was overhead. This forced me to stand on my tip toes.A male was video taping this predicament and it made me scared. I could see the males.