Seeing me on the couch, she paused. “Kristie, this is Sadie, my new neighbor,” Mark introduced. “She was kind enough to talk me through baking ...hat blasted cake I was telling you about. Sadie, meet my girlfriend Kristie.” My chest slowly caved in, crushed beneath some invisible weight. There was a sinking feeling inside. Not that I'd really ever had a chance, but this totally blew away any hope I'd secretly harbored for myself. I had been right before – this decidedly masculine type preferred. I do admit to having feelings of guilt about what I had just done, in my 40 years I had never done anything like this, how did this change me? I slid into bed next to Dawn and as I was drifting off to sleep, I remembered that I still had the room key. Fuck..I figured that was the end of it , other than having to return the key in the morning, checkout was at 11 and we had to be at her sisters house at noon, so off to sleep I went. I woke up Dawn (she likes to sleep in Saturday's), took a. I took in massive mouthfuls of air.Ellie went behind me and drove the big black cock into my vagina. "Nooooo..... Take it out, it's too big." I screamed. I was been torn open by her thrusts. My screams just seemed to encourage her to drill into me harder. It felt like I was being split in two. She grabbed my hair and pulled my head back."Look into the camera slut." She said as she drove the remainder of the cock into me. My screams roared throughout the cabin. She was enjoying pounding in and. ”I remembered my conversation with Anala all those years ago!“When Anala and I spoke about yoga and the Bhagavad Gita, I remember telling her that I felt altruism was impossible. And that I thought Krishna had it wrong.”He nodded, “She told me about that. And what did you say then?”“That I thought it came down to the fact that we do things that we want to do because we want to do them. And we want to achieve personal satisfaction for doing those things. I don’t think it’s possible to escape.