" Trust me, I know." My voice must have trailed off, me thinking of my own situation with Jessica, and knowing that it must have been the same for her... "But, keep going, then what?" Well, at Jodi's place, she offered me a glass of wine, and we sat and talked. She was really quite open, and I really liked having a friend near my own age that I could open up to. One of the first things she did when she got home was change into a chemise, saying that she really couldn't stand wearing clothes. " Gianna lost twenty pounds." Jenaveve said with a shrug. "She ate half a pizza on Friday night! Do you know how many calories are in a pizza? It's all the magic I needed to see."I looked at Gianna. "You've lost more weight?" I'm down thirty pounds," she replied proudly."Isn't that unhealthy?" I asked.She shrugged. "I paid at the office, remember?"In case I had forgotten, Gianna put her hand on my groin, found my hardening dick, and encouraged it to full rigidity."And it wasn't all me.". No Robbie you don’t understand, when I found those playboys I used them to you know, I well, you know. Jess just because you look at girls and masturbate to them doesn’t mean you’re a lesbian. You’re just a little confused. You can’t be a lesbian Jess because. Because what? I, I love you and you just can’t be a lesbian I wanted you when we first met in first grade. When we talked at lunch in the 9th I always wanted you and loved you. And I still do.Jess, looked at me in shock. Then kissed me. Here she was dying but I was the one crying and she was comforting me. She promised not to tell her husband... I'd die if he knew how dumb I had been.When she started taking the drugs for the pain and sleeping so much I started getting more nervous being around Mr. Chance. When Missy had still been able to get around it wasn't so bad; she was around most of the time her husband was. The worst was when I thought I had closed the bathroom door but I guess it didn't latch. I was stepping out of.