I feel that Iam working hard to do something I don't want. It is painful and istaking up all of my time and thinking capacity. It is overwhelming me. ...feel as if I am running up a railway track, towards an oncoming train." It is clear that your head space has been filled with making thechanges happen. I feel helpless that there is so little I can do to helpyou other than research and love." Don't ever stop with the love, whatever happens. I need your love if Iam to stand any chance of surviving. I contacted the individual in the add and he explain what he had to offer. He explained he would massage my wife and tried to seduce her at the same time. I asked him what he looked like and what size cock he had. I was stunned when he shot back a pic of himself. He was very attractive guy in his 20’s and his cock hung very far down his legs. I told him, “My wife thinks it is a big fallacy about how big cocks are way better than small ones."He replied, “Well, once I get my 9 inch cock into her. He dropped me off in Columbia at the Bus station. I had only enough money for the ride to Chi Town, I was suppose to get on the bus to Atlanta, then change buses to Chicago, get on a another bus to Seattle, however things went amiss lol. They put me on the wrong Bus and as the buss was stopping in Greenville SC the driver hollered last stop next bus comes at 7 AM sharp. I got off the damn bus while cursing the ticket agent in Columbia and spotted one of those gas stations from the 20's with. I woke up the next morning and made my way in to the office arriving at 7:30 which was a half an hour before my schedule showed as the beggining of the day. I was surprised to see Marcus already working in his office and as i walked past he looked up over his glasses and in a meaner tone than any he had used the night before called me into his office and told me to shut the door. "IF this engagement is going to work i need you to get here on time none of this late shit!"he spat across his desk.