The tears were falling. I knew I was losing you. But I couldn’t possibly be what you wanted. I had to look at myself, be true to myself. I could not...go against what I felt in my heart. Please, don't misunderstand. I’m not saying it is wrong for other women, it just wasn’t right for me. I thought many times, over many hours, about it. I asked myself, why couldn't I just do this? What was the big deal? What was wrong? Why could I not find a woman I liked and would be able to enjoy her? I even. Maybe sucking cock wasn’t so bad he thought as he pumped the big black shaft into his mouth. He was so focused on pleasuring Tyrone that his brain didn’t register that Jamal had pulled the lacy black thong to the side and was now rubbing something greasy around his asshole. That was, until the first finger pushed inside of him. There was no doubt in his d**g addled brain what was coming next, so he braced himself.Jamal saw the boy jump a little as he pushed his greasy finger into his ass and. You do know that? The courts ruled that you had to live with your mom. I would have been there for you. I would have done." Dad is upset now too. His anger subsides."I know, Daddy. I know you wanted to be there, but Mr. Johnson was. He was a good friend. He listened to my problems at home, with boyfriends, and he didn't judge me." I understand that. What I don't understand, is how you ended up having sex with him?" he says.So I explain.------------------------------------------------It happened. I didn’t expect them, and would feel most surprised if my mother, Feya, and her mate Cointas had come, but I wonder where Nyome is.” She pondered wandering amongst the kneeling gods. “Ohh, how impolite of me! You may rise of course.” Kassja said when no one reacted.When the gods had risen, Ipochone smiled at Kassja. “As an older you have to be indulgent with the youth. I and my siblings, we failed terribly in that regard. Those you mentioned most of all. They will not surrender, but Feya asked.