. That was then....BEFORE I experimented with the ultimate sex drug, Crack Cocain. I quickly found myself willingly taking unprecidented 'risks' i... multable attempts to satisfy my overwhelming desire and quite possibly a sub primal need to explore and experience various forms of sexual domination and humiliation. This has resulted in what has become an overwhelming desire and need to talk about my feelings...with someone who could understand....who has been there. I eventually met up with. Mer sabhi dost mujhey bahut lucky mantey hain ki mujhey itni sundar biwi mil gayi. Lekin meri ek samsya hai. Asal main mera lund kwal 4 inch ka hai aur bahut patla hai. Isliye main shuruaat main shadi nahi karna chahta tha. Meri maa ne bahut sare rishtey dihaye lekin apni kamjori ke karan maine saare rishtey thukra diye. Lekin jab mainey Neelam ki photo dekhi to main apney aap ko rok nahi paya. Mujhey laga ki main bekar main dar raha hun shadi ke baad sab kuch theek ho jaayega.Lekein suhagrat. Lots of shots, lots of drinks. Strippers were hanging off the table, two even three at a time, cuddling up to arms and wiggling in laps. They seemed to take particular delight in toying with me ... slyly groping beneath my panties or lifting my skirt as I took orders, patting my ass, even snapping my bra and once even honking (yes, honking) my breast.Now, my tolerance for obnoxiousness is pretty high. I won't begrudge a man a copped feel or a slap on the ass, and I suppose a snapped bra,. I was dozing off laying back in my chair when Nikki arrived through the back gate and skipped down the path, I woke with a jolt as I heard her chirpy voice, “Hello sir” and as I focused my eyes on her small frame I smile, “Hi Nikki, you ok?” I asked and she happily nodded her head.I sat up looking at her standing there with her backpack in her hand dressed in a white blouse with the top two buttons undone and her short black pleated skirt and my eyes went down to her smooth toned legs down to.