She said ok and she left the house about 7pm. i went out for some drinks with freinds to kill my anxiety of watiing for her to be back. i reach home a...out 2 am and she wasnt home yet. i was thinking to myself. wow. my wife is really enjoying herself. so instead of messaging my wife i message mark instead. Are u having a good time? he replied me. Yes. fucked Karyn nicely and can i have her for the night? so i replied. yes. give her many good fucks today.i went to bed and i heard hy wife coming. “I think you are too thick for my little Asian pussy, Tony, but you can use your fingers. Please use your fingers. Maybe when I get braver, I’ll let you try your cock. But I don’t think you’ll fit. Yes! Right there. Even your finger is tight in my pussy. Oh yeah. I need a good come.”It seemed that she got it. I slid my fingers around and into her wet pussy and manipulated her clit with my thumb as I kissed her deeply. Her grip on my cock tightened until it was almost painful and I thought about. She was sitting across from me rambling on. I felt like I as being impolite by not giving her my whole attention. But I had heard everything she had to say and said everything I had to say on the topic like that Groundhog's Day movie. So at this point it was less of a conversation and more like therapy for her. I sat listening, occasionally nodding or saying "yeah".I finished my work and thought about closing my laptop. I hadn't taken care of myself today and there was no way Kimmy could see. However, as much as I felt comforted by the acceptance of my friends in the 'Us' group, I also felt rejected in equal amounts by 'Them'.It's difficult to put into words how this made me feel. I supposed the simplest explanation is I am a person who has always felt insecure unless I had the acceptance of everybody. I have an innate desire to make everybody happy and most of all, the people who probably care for me least. In short, I felt myself slipping deeper and deeper into a dark and lonely.