Its fibers are much longer than jute, and are softer to the touch. It gets softer with use, and wears better over time. I also want the rope bottom to...feel my rope’s weight, not just its bite. I turned to Jason and asked, “How do you want her tied?” Jason snarled back, “I don’t give a fuck! Just make it so the fucking rope stays put. She’s supposed to be struggling and shitting bricks.” He turned around and pointed to a tall, leggy, blonde dressed in a sexy vampire outfit and make up. Her. 'Can I call you Tom?' I nodded. 'Okay, Tom. What can I do for you?' 'It's kind of personal.' 'You'd prefer a male doctor? No problem, I understand completely. I'll never forget my first GYN visit. Yuch! Let me see.' She spun and pulled up a booking calendar on her monitor. 'We can get you in to see Jack Costello on Tuesday. Is that all right?' It was only Thursday. 'Nothing sooner?' 'Sorry.' 'I don't think I can wait that long.''You're stuck with me then. What's the problem?''All right. Here. That was the scariest thing so far: the notion that Greg had gotten inside Julie’s head to the point where he could interfere with her ability to do her job. Nothing, no one had ever had that kind of power over her. Even as she had admitted to herself how much Greg could control her in the bedroom, Julie had never suspected it could be an effect that might spread to her professional life. The idea that it was thoughts of sucking his cock that Julie found so distracting was simply the crowning. " That was all I could say.His gray eyes were sad. I sat next to him and put my arms around him. "I'm sorry this happened to you. But Tim, you survived. That's all that matters."He scoffed and stood up slowly. "Yeah I did but now look at my face. I'm horrific looking. I can't even stand to look at myself."I felt tears roll down my face. "Don't say that! Please don't say that."He looked at me with sincere eyes. "I'm sorry Nicole. I'm just upset and in so much pain right now. I know eventually.