" I informed them.Once I took the field jacket off, I had to take the shoulder rig off as well. I couldn't star in a porno movie with that thing. Well...I could but it wouldn't look so good. It was a nice rig I put on the chair and hid it with the field jacket. The maker of the shoulder rig had mailed me an additional interchangeable holster for the .38. It made the .38 easier to hide so it was the weapon I brought along. A small strip of Velcro held the flap and gun in place. I just had to pop. This time I find you. I am the spirit that would guide your life." James had no words to respond. The vision in front of him had not moved, but the words were clear in his mind."What are you?" The question came out hesitantly. Uncertainty clouded his mind again. Was he hallucinating? He had seen this sight before, but he could not recall where, or when."I am the vision you saw in your pain." The words were true. He was unable to comprehend how he knew that, but the words forming in his mind. Dil ko dilasa diya aur kisi tarah so gaya. Agle din whi khani sath me masti dhamal kiya fir raat me man kiya ki drink karte hai to hum sabne 2 2 beer pi li.Fir kavita boli ki aaj kuch karte hai maine kha kya to wo boli ki truth and dare khelenge maine kha chalo thik hai fir humne beer ki bottle se khelna shuru kiya to hum sabki life k bhut se raaj khule jisme mujhe ye bhi pta chala ki wo aur uska bf aajkal ek dusre se khush nai hai mujhe apne liye thodi ummid najar ayi. To maine usse uska. Kim:Pardon my french, but my fucking brother was the biggest asshole there ever was. I hated him. He was always putting me down, never giving me a minute to myself, just riding me all the time. It was about everything ... my grades, my looks, my friends, my lack of friends, my taste in music, how Mom liked him better, that I was adopted (I wasn't, I had my birth certificate but that made no diff to him), that I was a failure in all things, just on and on.We got into almost continuous screaming.