. I findthat i need to use the Bathroom and while in there i turn on the clothesdryer...when i come out i suggest that we both have showers And put ou...clothes in the drier so they are ready for the morning.I say to you foryou to go into the shower first.......As you go into the Bathroom and start to undress i look to see whatthere is to drink in the bar fridge.I find a small bottle of champangeand also a small bottle of orange juice "perfect" ..I find 2 glasses andi pour out the drinks. (will. I did not realize he was completely shaved when we were playing hoops because of his long shorts. I pulled him towards me as I sat on the couch and he stood. My hands were shaking as I reached his cock. I slowly pulled down his pink panties and his big hard cock was exposed. It was glorious and I was mesmerized. I started kissing it and sucking it. Back and forth. Up and down. Licking the shaft and then licking his scrotum. His cock was leaking tons of precum and was mixing with all the cum. That’s why you were freaked out at The Meadows and your behavior. You gave up control for a brief period. THAT was what made you uncomfortable later. It wasn’t the sex or the sapphic play that bothered you, it was the loss of control.”Dave’s voice was neutral and he was just reporting the news with little editorial comment. These were the facts as he saw them.JR bowed in agreement, “I think you’re right. To live in the Circle everyone needs to relinquish some control, don’t they?”Dave. In theory I could still have kids, but I wouldn’t have them the old-fashioned way. In fact, the more I thought about it, the more I sensed that lifestyle just wasn’t my thing.Instead, I got more and more into the so-called gay culture. Parts of it made more sense to me than others. By then, I totally spoke the lingo— sexually and otherwise— and I even taught it to some of my hookups. I felt like I could be myself around other gay guys, and I loved how supportive they were. I wasn’t much.