Sheseemed hesitant, but the man pressed on, and finally she nodded.He smiled at me before taking my arm and leading me away from my mistress.I looked ...ack at her imploringly, but she simply smiled at me and blew mea kiss.The man led me to the center of the room and had me kneel down foreveryone to see. He put a gag in my mouth, called a spider gag, thatforced my mouth to stay open wide. He bent down, groping my breasts andtorso until some other guests surrounded me. They started groping me. 'Whatever makes her happy ... You know what I mean?'Derek blushes and nods.Emma returns and I inform her that Derek's coming home with us. 'Oh Derek, sweetie, that's great!' she erupts, smiling seductively, gazing at this gimp as if he's the man of her dreams.We drink and chat a while longer. Derek, nervous and hot to trot, rather gulps the rest of his beer, but me and Emma take our time. Emma is interested in precisely how screwed up his legs are. Can he walk ok? Yes, he tells her. Just not. Most rooms have large picture windows that look out at the hallway and atrium. I had been in the hotel hot tub until they closed at midnight and then went back to my room to shower before bed. I love hot tub time, especially naked hot tub time. This hotel allows only adults in the hot tub and pool between 11 PM and midnight. I had the hot tub to myself so I was able to get rid of my bathing suit for some very nice naked hot tub time. Anyway, I had enjoyed my hot tub and my shower and I had put. I had nobody to blame. I had made my own bed and had to lie in it. And now… Gaynor’s words, thirty-two years after I turned my back on her, confirmed my worst fears. Not only did I spite myself - but I devastated a beautiful, caring young woman. So much so, that she refused to fall in love again. She couldn’t face the prospect of another heartache, another loss, another traumatic episode. Well done, Richard, you bastard. So, what now? My eyes fixed on Gaynor’s words and found that, somehow,.