With that I drop the receiver and call my wife, Pat, to the phone. As she starts to natter away to her 'friend', I indicate that I'm off to take the d...g out for a walk.My knees are trembling in anticipation as I walk up the road to her house. In addition to the excitement, guilty thoughts are rushing through my head, Why do I do this? It's not that I don't love my wife, I do, but ever since we had k**s, sex has been pretty much off the agenda, and as a consequence over the years, I'd sought. He wanted all the details.“Jesus, I thought you were so shy.” “I am. It’s just that I prefer woman for friends, actually. No offense intended.” “Yeah right! I’d prefer doing that to women too,” he laughed.I told him about the dinner with the two cooks and Rudy, about everybody getting really drunk, the fact we did that a lot while the standoff at the border dragged on.“Finally Hanna was offering to show them how cunnilingus should be done as her inhibitions evaporated. She kept telling them. Well, not to anyone who wasn’t there, I mean. Only an affair would be important and then only because it implicitly involves gross ongoing deceit. You know my views on that.” Ambrose sometimes spoke with editorial gravitas. It came with his job. “So tell me, if you want to.” Em looked down at the table again and played with the remains of her table setting, then took a long swig of wine from her glass, emptying it. “Pour me another wine Ambrose, please,” she said. He did so and refilled his. So we sat there for a minute and she broke the silence and said are we gonna have sex softly I said do you want to do that its intense she said im ready so I lit up another blunt and hit it then I passed to her she hit it to she said im ready I put the blunt int he ashe tray and got up and got a condom out of my pants and put it on she said whats that for I lauphed I said youll thank me later so I got back on top of her and she put it in she cringed a little bit I said tell me if im going to.