It was new or unexpected to her, whatever it was."Phoebe shuddered and took a deep breath. "You know how we can share strong feelings and amplify our ...motions? It was like that. Something had smashed into her personality. I felt pain. It was like her nerves were on fire. Amy was brave. She warned the girls, cutting her connection to the house. It went into automatic." Then she was gone like she had died or been turned off. I felt that, too. I guess she didn't die because I didn't. But I got. I can't be a boy no matter howhard people try to force me to be a boy. Mr. Jackson won't make me be aboy! If I have to run away to be a girl, I'll do it!"She broke down, with Liza trying hard to help her but only leading herback to bed. Alison entered and saw the scene, with Liza telling herwhat happened and getting a happy, "You helped her a great deal. It wassomething that she needed to admit and that I needed to know. It showshow serious being a girl is to her and why she needs her family. . She gave a slight smile and asked what is this and I waited no more and I said I love you rengu and I am going to make you my wife today and show how much I love you and you are going to be mine completely from today!!! I am not going to allow anyone to hurt you anymore and you are going to be the queen of my life!! Hearing all this she gave a smile and said nice to hear salamon but am not sure whether I can accept it today I would be happy to have you but am not sure what my heart thinks. " She gave me a big hug and a very warm kiss."Elizabeth gave me a hug and an even hotter kiss and whispered, "I have missed you so much" in my ear." Then louder, "Let's go I am hungry"Jeri mother, Joanne, said, "You have a good time, I will not wait up"Jeri said, "You did bring that old truck. Your new Porsche is just too small of the three of us. Liz just wait until you see his new car it is so fast."As we got in I start asking questions, "OK What is going on? It is not that I am not happy to.