I know whatyou've been through. It happened to me to." Why didn't you say anything?!" I was scared. I am so sorry. I thought by going to college I cou...descape all the madness from my past but I never thought about what hecould have done to you or Amanda. It was stupid and selfish of me and Ican't apologize enough. But you still should have came to me, Hailey. Imean, look at you. Look what you've done to yourself," Kelsey was nowstanding directly in front of her now much larger little sister.. I consoled myself that the girl had been a willing participant, but later, even that crutch was taken from me. A few hours after the gang-bang, I was thinking of leaving; even though it was the weekend, I had an important paper to finish by Monday and I still had a lot of work to do on it. I wandered upstairs looking for my coat. I found the girl wandering naked in the room with the coats. She seemed lost."Are you OK?" I don't know; have you seen my coat?" What does it look like?" I don't know.. ” Aur eitna bolte bolte usske piche se 3 aur ladke room ke andar aa gaye. Main achanak ghabra gayi. Main khud ko cover karna chahti thi par mere haath bandhe hue the. Maine pairon ko daba kar apni chut cover ki aur thoda uth kar baithi.Arun bola, “Ye log mere friends hai aur maine einko aapko chodne ke liye bulaya hai.”Main kuch nai boli to ussne aage bola, “Ye log mere bahut close friends hai aur aap ein logon par trust kar sakti hai.” Main abi bhi kuch nai boli aur bas niche dekh rahi. " Well;" Said Terry, "That's one of the reasons WE are here, to explain it to you, and to prepare you." Prepare me for what?" I asked."For the Rite of course" She said."But what exactly IS the Rite?" I asked. "The only thing that I've ever heard about it was second hand rumor that it hurts." It can sometimes." She continued. "That's what we're here to explain. The Rite is many things; it is the last major trial of childhood, and your graduation into womanhood. It is a rebirth; the girl that is.