I hired the most beautiful, sexy, gorgeous strippers all over the world and brought in loads of customers. I have been proposed to by a few sexy men a...d when I tell them that I'm half and half they run a mile.One night after closing, I stubbed out my cigarette in the ashtray at the bar and hopped off the stall. There was only me and this gorgeous exotic looking dancer called Lolita only eighteen left. All the other staff had gone home. I sat down in front of Lolita slowly moving up and down the. Like you said, it was an Almost and I hadn't quite shaken it off." You spent a long time punishing yourself over your feelings about him." I didn't ever think it through. I just panicked and tried to deny the whole thing. I guess it just didn't occur to me that I over reacting a bit. If I had talked to someone about it then, I could have saved myself a lot of grief, could I?" It usually works that way. So why do you feel different about it today? What changed?" I'm not sure, really. I seem to. Anymore "fuckups" and I was gone. I clockedin and started to get my register set for the day. I was working with myfriend Ashley today. She was awesome she was the coolest kid I ever met.She was super smart, did her work, and did everything she was told to do.She made us adults look like complete idiots but I guess you wanna pleaseeveryone when you're fifteen at your first job. "Hey Chris. I finishedcleaning the theaters and bathrooms. Wow...your hair looks awesome today.You growing it out?". My mom was indignant with dad’s idea. “But who’s going to take care of him there?” She said and dad almost laughed. “Sweetheart, your son is not a baby anymore. He’s a big boy now and he can take care of himself. Besides, we’ll put him in a dorm so his basic needs will be taken cared of.” My dad said I really liked the idea of being in the city so I supported my father. “Dad’s right, mom.I can take care of myself.” I said and mom went silent. She knew I also wanted to go to the big city. “Okay..