Ember's unease turned to anger on her face as Rick reached out and grabbed both her arms. Nearly jerking her off her feet, he pulled her body against ...is. As he forced his mouth against hers, Ember twisted her head sideways so that his lips pressed against her jawbone, instead. Then she tried to lever a knee upward into his groin, but he'd been expecting that.Holding her a few inches off the ground, Rick savagely shook her. "Stop that you fucking whore!" he snarled into her face. Ember. I looked at the bathroom window and then looked at Sue. There was no way I would fit getting in through that window. Sue is a diminutive person. She is only about five feet tall and is very slender. She always works out and keeps her body toned. I told Sue that I could not fit through that little window. She agreed and said she would need to be the one to get through the window. I thought it would be a tight fit for her but that was her only option at the moment. She turned completely red and. It seemed like the only way to find peace. The emotional pain was just too much. As I went down the hill, I saw the lights of a Church that had a full parking lot. I pulled in and went in and found a seat in the back. I sat there and watched the story that I had heard so many times before. Silently tears rolled down my cheeks. The lady next to me handed me a clean handkerchief. No one said a word. I found acceptance and I found forgiveness, I knew Christ had forgiven me, I just had to forgive. Then I just shut down. I switched to watching TV and playing around on the computer. I also went to bed early. I was surprised by the knock. I looked out the door and spotted Angie Davenport. I opened the door. She stepped through it and kissed me. Yes it was a long hot kiss, “My god woman you make me crazy,” I said.“Good,” she said as she pushed me onto my rumpled bed.It was an hour later when she spoke again. “I have a message for you from Sylvia Amos.”“Really what kind of message,” I.