The only guy at IIT I want to date won’t date me because I messed up last Fall and because my friend was stupid. It sucks,” she sighed.I had a cou...le of concerns, and what she’d just said made the concern bigger.“Jackie, if I went to bed with you, it would just be sex. And most likely it would just be one time. Is that really what you want? I can’t make any kind of commitment to you at all. I can be your friend, but I can’t be your lover or your boyfriend. It’s not because of the stuff that. ..” Jennifer threw her arms out to indicate all the ladies “ ... have been planning how we can do our wedding.” Jennifer’s face was beaming from ear to ear.“Uhh do I get any say in this?” I asked.“Nope, just be there and say ‘I do’.” Jennifer said with a giggle. “Of course you do, silly. It’s OUR wedding and while I have some ideas on what we could do, you need to agree.”I smiled and thought to myself ‘Just say “Yes dear” to anything you’re asked’. I smiled and Jennifer wanted to know what I. ”Mrs L immediately responded, “No problem there, Maisie. You can still come back down ready for bed so if that means naked, then so be it.” She then looked towards Ella and said, “I think you should be like your friend, and come back down wearing nothing.”Ella and Maisie glanced at each other and smiled, knowing that Mrs L was quite right because if they were going to be disciplined later on they would most likely have to remove any nightwear anyway. Both girls showered and were biting their. I come across a light cotton jacket she wore during her pregnancy. I cry as I clutch the soft garment. I feel something inside the breast pocket. It looks to be several letters. They are letters that Marie wrote to Jennifer. I brace myself as I slide to the floor to read them. I feel ill I am so overcome with emotion. Marie has written to Jennifer about how she will need her help from heaven to help daddy. She tells our unborn baby how much I would have loved her. The games I would have played.